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| So rai and i have had a lot of "fights" lately, but today totally made
it all up. Friday and saturday ended bitterly, and even sunday morning.
Finally, i get a call-"can you go to the burbank mall? My bro's
driving." All of a sudden, i'm hyped to go and we eat at kabuki, get
some shirts from achor blue, and travel around until we're thirsty
enough for orange julius. It was just so...needed and amazing. I'm
sleepy at 9 so i'm going to go call him up and chat till i drop. Oh, we
went to AB and the lady was like...only one person per stall, you can
use the other one *LAFF* hahah. W/e, it's not like we were stripping
inside. /gg j/k. lav you lav lav -Your Cakie.
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| So i'm ingame and killing for dopplecards. Some chemist kills me and
says i got a card. I tell her your going to die. She goes right....~ So
i tell rai to kill her because hell, i helped him lvl and what not. So
i'm already annoyed and when i come back, he tells me she's nice and
don't kill her, i'm not going to kill her blah blah blah, FUK THAT.
Have some justice. Kill her. Tell her why. Res her. THE END. WTFK IS
THE DEAL WITH NOT DOING IT? Pss me off like hell. First family, then
friends, then my own rai. You know what? Just screw it. I'm done here.
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| Today i was hoping that rai would come by with a milkshake. We'd chat,
laugh..etc. In the end, we ended up MVPing throughout the weekend.
Sometimes i wish he would stop thinking about whether or not i want him
to do such things. Surprise surprise. I'm tired of this all..i want it
to end..i don't want to wait around and see if i'm going to hit the
concrete. If he was able to save me from it, he wouldn't know what to
do. He'd wonder if him saving me is better than someone else trying. I
wish, damnit. My life is spiraling down. I'm going down. I'm falling.
Fading.
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| All odds are against you. I wish you'd have the will to prove yourself. So i wouldn't have to do this and that..so we'd be...all odds are against you, i just wish you could do it.. | | |
| Even though you might not be the one, even if i doubt it more and more..."i love you" none the less. I'm sorry. It's all my fault..
If you were to kiss me one more time, i'd wish my heart to stop.
Even though the pain will keep on going,
At least i would have died the way you found me. | | |
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